Currently Listening No Name Face By Lifehouse Everything see related

So this weekend was pretty awesome!! Its always great getting to go home and spend time with the family.  Friday night was amazing and tons of fun.....some crazy things happened that were great and i'll never forget them!  Saturday me, my dad, my mom, my brother, my uncle, and ryan went to the Ohio State game which was definetly fun.  Sunday was spent with the family which is always good and then i got to spend alot of the day monday with Ryan which is always the best.  Today was just like any normal day class, sitting around, and softball practice.  Softball has been goin great and with the fall going this well already it makes me soooo excited for the spring......it is gonna b awesome!  It is nice to b back here after a great weekend but i wish u could b here with me!  I got to talk to stacey today which was great and what is even better is as soon as softball is over i am makin a much overdue visit down to Tennesse to visit her and her family.  Its been a real long time. It sucks when for 5 years u r best friends and see each other everyday and then all of a sudden u only get to see each other maybe once a year and talk maybe once a month.  It really makes me regret all the times throughout our friendship that we were fighting and didn't talk to each other, cuz had i known she would not always b here i would never had made such big deals out of things and we could have had many more memories than we already have.  So it may b more than a month away but i'm still extremely excited.  I miss her and love her!!  Today i have come to the conclusion that arguments aren't always bad.  For i don't know how many years i have avoided arguing and arguments at all cost.....no matter how upset i would b about something i would never let anyone know.  I have now come to the conclusion that aruging will not hurt a relationship it can only help it.  I have found that you find out peoples feelings and let them know your own through arguing.  When someone gets angry its not b/c they are being assholes or b/c they are pissed at you......it is b/c they actually care.  I have never had anyone actually care about me outside of my family.  Until now no one cared what i did or what could happen to me......but its great to know that people care! Thinkin of u always....miss you and love you!!

"And how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you, could you tell me how could it be any better than this, cuz your all i want, your all i need, your everything."